Sunday, June 11, 2006

The Case of the Missing SuperEgo

It's all captured by her eyes and ears.

What Id and Ego are doing, that is.

Why?

Because she is a coward. SuperEgo is a big GIGANTIC coward. When she left the family on a world tour, she meant it. She really did intend to spend at least the next 5 tears of her life traveling and gettng her own life back... as well as returning theirs to them. Yet, she has only stepped into the Changi Airport before she cowardly changed her Japan flight to Penang. And her 5 years holiday shortened to become one of 5 hours, because she took the next flight back to Singapore.

She can't leave her sisters alone. She simply can't. Yet, she also cannot face her own cowardice. Because she chose to escape, to run away from her responisbility with a "travel", even though she knew wat would happen if she's not around to manage the family. With Ego's pacifist personality and Id's tyrancy, Ego will definitely leave home and Id will take over the household. If SuperEgo returns, she's sure that this will not happen.

Yet, it'll be the joke of her lifetime if she goes back on her words and came home after merely 5 hours. She can't bear it. It'll be humiliating. So she decides to escape from her shame again, to hide and observe. She saw Ego leaving the house and Id making a total mess of the place that was originally their home. It was exactly wat she predicted.

How she hated herself. SuperEgo, the one that is supposed to be the pillar of the family, is actually the weakest of all. It's a horrible horrible feeling.

If only time can reverse, she would never had left the home.

Such regret can only be expressed by the numerous tears that she shed over the nights of lonliness and repremand.

But even so, she still doesn't have the courage to appear. She still haven't contacted Ego, even though she knows Ego is still desperately searching for her.

She must appear soon, but she really don't know when.



Links:

Introduction :: The story of Id, Ego & Super-ego

The life stories ::
Episode 01 -- Ego's Epic Journey part 01 ; 02 ; 03

Episode 02 -- Id's Chronicles of Daily Living

Finale :: The Case of the Missing SuperEgo

華子 yawned @ 5:33 PM

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