Monday, August 29, 2005
crap
I'm sitting in-front of the computer in the H blk com lab listening to May Day's Monkey God. I've just "finished" our Management presentation slides with Eliz. Around me are 2 groups of people doing their FYP. I sit here munching on my sandwich that is my lunch as i wait for Fifi to come to start on our FYP also. At the same time, i'm trying to recall which assignments are due next week when sch reopens.
I'm here to tell you wat an incredible thing has happened to me. Me, the person who is crazy about computer. Me, the person who prefers to type rather than write. Me, the person who is considered the PC guru at home, is actually getting sick of the computer.
It's incredible because for the first time in my 21 years of life, i actually felt SICK of it.
This is just one of the major changes i've noticed in myself. Others include things like decreased appetite, perpetual poor sleep, decreased volition etc. I'm actually getting quite worried about myself.
It may be because the stress of being a 3rd yr student finally caught up to me. I have no idea whether i'm stressed or not, coz in the past when i do feel stressed, i'll go buy a CD or 2. Or go buy manga. But now, spending money on such stuff revolts me. Ah! this is also one change tt i'm quite concerned about.
But anyway, other than feeling tired more easily, i'm quite fine with the changes. Reduced appetite doesn't mean my physical work capacity reduced. So in actual fact, i think this is a good thing to kick start my slimming plan. I think it's all very good, and i have no inclination to increase my appetite again. It's just tt it became a pain when i have to reject my mum's offer to bring me to buffet coz i noe i wun eat much.
the main concern i have is the reduction of leisure pursuits. Being an to-be OT myself, this is definitely more than a concern, its a problem. Hafta resolve this somehow.
Argh crap. i dunno wat i've typed so far. i shall continue to much on my sandwich and muse about... things. Like when will Jay Chou's new CD be released. haha. tt's a definite source of leisure =)
è¯å yawned @ 12:04 PM
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