Thursday, June 02, 2005
The Past
Was reading my past entries, all the way from the first to the most recent ones. Truthfully speaking, i think i like my earlier entries much better, because they seem more interesting and had a nicer flow to the words and ideas. Perhaps i should refrain from succumbing to the use of Singlish sentence structure in the future, because i really think it's sticking out like a sore thumb among the other internationally approved sentences.
Also discovered how childish some of my ideas are, but i'm pretty sure i'll still react the same way if it were to occur to me now again. This goes to show how childish i still am right? =)
All these recaps of previous thoughts and feelings prompted me to act on this project that i would like to invite all my friends who are reading my blog to participate. Could you spare some time to write me an email telling me how i was when we first met, and how i had changed since we last met? how did we hit off? and if possible, but i doubt it'll be likely, can you tell me what we usually talk about when we were "close"?
My OT clique-mates should be able to identify that this must be another of my attempt at getting feedback about myself. Yes, i agree that i had been abit overly obsessed about self discovery ever since Thomas Sim taught us The Johari Window in Year 1. But the main idea of this survey is actually to collect information about how i've changed over the years. It's an attempt to fill the gap in the mental picture of my past self.
I've actually been doing alot of reflecting these few days. The mental processes will juz kick start whenever i'm alone and not preoccupied with other sensory or mental stimulation. Perhaps it's because i've been reading books. Perhaps it's because i'm reading Douglas Adam's book, whom i only recently discovered had "hitched his own ride to the great unknown" in 2001, after written his 5 books on the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy trilogy. And because i'm totally into his books, and also i think i only got to read the first of his book not long after he died when i was in JC1, i felt abit overwhelmed by the how intricate the life web presents itself to be. Which subsequently led me to reflect on a series of topics therafter~ And the topic of time travel popped up so i became interested in my own past la haha~
Anyway, I think that whatever comments you may have about me may be inappropriate for posting on the blog. It is, afterall, personal views you may hold about my personality, which can be considered as a sensitive topic. So can all kind and helpful souls email me your contributions to d_hanako@hotmail.com ?
I thank you very much for your contribution~
è¯å yawned @ 12:28 AM
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