Sunday, April 17, 2005
kid-o-phobia
it's a lazy sunday afternoon. i haf Hands exam tml but i'm slacking, even though i'm still at the chapter on Rheumatoid Arthritis. oh well, might as well blog.
Juz now went to northpoint. Otouto-kun treated us to Sakae Sushi. Lucky him tt i ate an apple before going, otherwise he'll haf to pay ALOT. hahx. Anyway on the way home, we took bus, and we were standing at this empty space where it breaks the row of the chairs... nvm if u dun get wat i'm trying to describe. wat's interesting is wat happens later.
this bald kid came and decide to take to the wall as me and my brother are. think about 3-4yo? only as tall as my waist bah. no problem rite? WRONG. coz he's super active. the moment i see him squirm his way in, i instinctively turned my body so tt my right leg seperates him from my left leg.
it's interesting, coz suddenly i'm conscious tt i'm kid-o-phobic. i noe i didn't like toddlers in shopping malls since eons ago, coz i always feel like i'm gonna trip over them any second. i also noe tt even after the injury, i'm still quite ok about the notion of cycling again, abeit with covered shoes the next time. BUT! never did i forsee the possibility of being scared of the kids.
i'm so scared of them, tt when i saw another bald head with the same orange colored T-shirt squirming in and joining him, i basically squashed myself to the side. But i'm still feeling so nervous and apprehensive! wat if the bus brakes and they fall towards me, stepping on my toe in the process? wat if they squirm here squirm there until i step on my own toe??? cold sweat broke out, and when the bus stopped at the traffic light, i quickly escaped to the middle of the bus.
interestingly, while escaping i glanced and saw a terrorized expression on my brother's face. oh! seems like i'm not the only one concerned about active kids whose parents seems not too concerned about reining them in. hah.
wish me luck in my exam tml. i dunno wat has entered my brain since last night, but i guess it's nothing much coz i'm feeling pretty light-headed now. funnily, i'm not very anxious. i think it's becoz i've given up le.
btw the exam is 845-10am. please pray for me in unison. tt may generate enough Force to counter my bad luck tt's prevalent over last week.
è¯å yawned @ 5:22 PM
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