Saturday, March 05, 2005
clarification + progress
one of my fren called me up on thurs nite to ask if i'm ok. i replied "ya~ ok wat. wat makes u think i'm not?" n she said something along the lines of "from reading your blog". So i went to read my entries on my clinicals...
n i was smiling sheepishly all the way...
haha. not to say tt the entries are false, u muz understand tt to me, a blog is to let me release all my pent up emotions when i haf no where to go... So watever tt i blogged down may juz be a reflection of my emotions "at-the-spur-of-the-moment" :)
So basically, to clarify. yes i really felt lost on mon n tues, but not as lost as like in outer space. At most it'll be like being lost at sea lah, but at least still somewhere on planet Earth. yes my ego was hurt on wed, but not as if i bleed until i need to go to the A&E...
And latest updates, things are looking better for me this past 2 days le. Apparently my feeling of being lost is INDEED due to mismatched expectation between me n my supervisor. But i think i've understooded wat he want from me, and wat i can expect from him le. So not so lost le =)
Gave him my list of learning objectives today. say he'll look through them over the weekends. Was able to sit down n discuss a case using a model. Gave me lotsa ideas to work at on the case. Gave me lots of readings tt's inline with my learning objectives... (ARGH~ my weekend no need to sleep le!!!) also, after the case discussion, i felt a desperate need to upgrade my clinical reasoning... to be more holistic, more mature, more professional... i think its quite beneficial to discuss the case with him -- provided u have already done your homework and know what u're talking about! hehe.
hrm. mid way eval next week... will i be ready? i want to perform better in the following weeks to come! and i will deifinitely strive towards tt!!!
è¯å yawned @ 12:20 AM
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In glory of Coralfish, my 1st and last fish, who died on 08/01/06.
You've outlasted Grad,
who mysteriously disappeared.
You've outlived Spike,
whose sudden death, i wondered.
You've battled illness,
that'd rendered you disabled.
You'll be on my mind, always,
My pet, my fish, my dear.
Rest in peace my dear~ i'll miss you...
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Starleaf said on 3:09 PM
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Post a Commentehz... u referring to me ah?
-bleah-
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