Friday, February 25, 2005
time of commemeration
at this precise day, hour, minute and second, i officially announce that i have given up on all my assignments.
there doesn't seem to have any more point in bia-ing le... since its all gonna enter the respective pigeon holes in abt 6hrs time and disappear from my sight until er... next sem???
i didn;t even bother to check them thru. too tired and sick of em. my only regret now is that my printer is lousy and i can't print them out to make them permanent. i'm praying tt i can wake up on time tml to rush to sch n print. having known tt these 2 assignments are the suckiest i've done yet, i can't afford to lose marks from late handing in le.
n i totally agree with xj... wat's the point of writing factual reports based on fictatious scenarios??? it's the whole irony of things. argh. i dun make sense. tt's the result of 2+ consecutive days of sleeping after 3am.
i think i've reached saturation point in my threshold for stressful events le... so much so tt anymore tt's trying to barge in are deflected. Example: today when Michelle Cheng was warning us about how expectations of us will be changed in our upcoming Clinical 2B, and when talking about the different things to prepare for, and also the fact tt i'm involved in a pilot test of a new style of supervision, all these like make no impact on me. its juz cognitive processes tt ran thru my brain, but no effect on my psychological aspect. not even a ripple.
n this is when i find myself pretty cool. it's like a successful business woman who noes wat she's doing n haf everything under control. cool.
maybe i should be constantly under such heightened state of alertness. i might like myself more this way.
è¯å yawned @ 3:10 AM
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In glory of Coralfish, my 1st and last fish, who died on 08/01/06.
You've outlasted Grad,
who mysteriously disappeared.
You've outlived Spike,
whose sudden death, i wondered.
You've battled illness,
that'd rendered you disabled.
You'll be on my mind, always,
My pet, my fish, my dear.
Rest in peace my dear~ i'll miss you...
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Anonymous said on 7:31 PM
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Post a Commentnvr realised that we were writing factual reports on fictitious scenarios! another black mark to our dear ironic OT course..argh..
anyway, i find the way u deal with stress beyond ur threshold level very interestingly cool haha. it's the total opposite of the usual going bonkers. it's the "blocking" method...
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